Where
Do you stray
This darkness is unbearable
My woes
Come sharp
When you don't enter my exiles
But I will wait
For your smile
Some light to revive
These thoughts of denial
Gray
Supine
The day begins with painful lights
I hide
My gloat
This state of low has soothing claws
But I will wait
For your voice
That soul soothing noise
A sign to rejoice
Dry
Inert
My eyes can't see the brighter days
I swoon
To flee
I see no other smooth relief
And I won't take
Your remorse
This love's no recourse
Nor a life changing course
18 December, 2007
GRAY SUPINE
LIBERATE
Children playing in the backyard
Make a scene one could be living for
So the settings for a mean extortion
Come to life for ever more
And no one happens to deplore
But you're safe
You'll be safe
In that state
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I'm a maze that you solve with a mood of a craze
I'm a doll with the thoughts you have learned to control
Tuned into the selfless kind of greed
Ruled upon the overbearing need
To succeed
I'm a drone, got a role and I sure will atone
I'm a pawn, say a word and I'm quietly gone
Subtle code runs through the sense of want
Nothing else but my own heart to daunt
No you won't
How does it feel to Liberate
Such an amazing state
Some said it's like an escape
How does it feel to Liberate
To change one's fate
These cries are godly innate
And I pray
I'm a snail, got a house on my back, got my jail
Minds for sale, and the radiant dreams will entail
Who among you wants to be so frail
Time to choose who's truly bound to fail
Or prevail
SWOLLEN
When my mind is swollen
With the feats of insight
All hail the surrender
Of the self to sorrow
So swollen
Into the whirlpool
I've fallen
In a filthy corner
Sits a fading shadow
No hopes or desires
Just a chronic low
Can one falter
Down to the place
So much darker
But then you rise
And the sun is shining
Then you rise
And there's no more sad days
Then you rise
And the life is fun still
Then you rise
And the walls are breaking
Down
INNOCENCE
You entered my darkness
I wish you never had
Not knowingly selfish
You crawled into my bed
Come unbearable moments
The notions will advance
My wonderful madness
Trails your Innocence
I entered your darkness
More than willingly
Such a crumbling landscape
Most of us would flee
Some said you were broken
Only I can tell
My terrible meekness
Failed your Innocence
Your innocence
Let us dance
Oh blind innocence
CHILD'S PLAY
The air is clearer
My body lighter
Every day
I get to hail
Ways of my play
Dirty elbows
The bruises' rainbow
Wash away
So the pain
Never remains
So careless an age
Good not to be sage
And one morning
You wake up
And it's no longer
A child's play
Getting stronger
Growing bolder
Laugh or cry
Or tell a lie
Hard to decide
The only nuisance
Can be the off chance
One will learn
How to yearn
Oh what a burn
Hold on to the game
It won't be the same
Cause one morning
You will wake up
And it's no longer
A child's play
PLATEAU
First you take off all your clothes
Show me what you won't expose
Then you stretch your folded thighs
Sign for me to swiftly rise
I will not have you slave
Only make your body rave
Shivers flowing through your core
Asking me for more and more
Now I roll in like a force
Shake your stands with no remorse
Feel you twisting in my hold
Made me do the things untold
What faces have we shown
Madness sounded in your moan
Flexing muscles to my beat
You have joined a carnal feat
Here comes your final shake
Prompted by the sweetest ache
You will seize the energy
I have brought to this orgy
BYSTANDER APATHY
I see you settle in your haven
And observe how tragedies are to evolve
Blank faces battle a matching burden
But reserve any commotion of resolve
Some one else will take a stand
Let's just wait until the end
Each dying child is always mute
But the bodies cry the more we change the views
And no one's riled or so acute
As if the blood is here to thrill or to amuse
One by one we turn away
Let the cowardice convey
O where are the brave
Plastic heroes are
By intent bizarre
Where are the brave
Even god approves
All intrepid moves